something else

because of the latest twittbkk, and tonight’s few lines from him via msn, i now feel that meeting a lot of people, partying and doing new activities also impact how i feel with him.

i still do care (i reckon), but my heart doesn’t beat abnormally anymore when we start a conversation.

good sign, innit? ;p

i don’t have him in the msn list (no reason to add him back yet.. i am not ready), but i don’t block him (so he can see me and talk if he wants to).

i’m willing to help if he would ask. i’m just not ready enough to see you there without talking to me :)

as i said to him on that day, i’d be here as a supporter when you needed.

:) i still am.

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anyway, thank you to twitter society.